I do not know whether that well, what happened to me, to bear on the people ... Maybe there is no need ... I do not know. But what happened ... so unusual ... for me, anyway ... what I'd like to share weathered even with someone. And who can I tell you about it? !!! Who? How not to you, because I do not know and do not know you ... And You are a me. That's why I decided. A judge me or not- your case.
When my husband and I separated, I was 27 years old and Dime - 10. I loved my husband and I continue to love him, even though it was hard to forgive him for the fact that after all the good that we had lived together for years, Sasha went to the other woman. And yet ... I wish him only happiness. And I ... Well, I have remained, as a pledge of love Sasha Son, born of him. Born in love. Probably because I am so fond of Sasha and son grew up like him. And the older you got, the more reminded me Sasha. I recall not only the appearance but also the habits, gait. Even the voice of Dima more reminded me of the voice of my beloved. My ... no, not my Sasha! All of what I want to tell you what happened when I was 31, and his son - 14 (I gave birth to him early, I was not yet 17 years old). I still remained attractive in appearance - I had beautiful breasts, thin waist, slim legs - the assurances of men. And the face of my God is not offended. Despite this, it so happened that ...
During these four years, there have been men, but none of them are not even remotely comparable to Sasha was, so I did and continued to live together with Dima (the name of my son).
I thought that the girls he was not very interested in, and I do not particularly care - but just in case, I once decided to talk about it with him - if, each time, a little. The relationship we have friendship, trust, and the upcoming conversation does not bother me. I started from far away ... slowly approached the relationship with the girls. Then Dima gave me, that they are not interested in him at all! I was surprised. Then I had an idea .. that my son-blue! But when I do. Confused, I asked about the boys ... "Well .. you know what I mean?"... he laughed. But then he stunned me even more. "Mom, - said the son-do you remember as a child I was often told that I am, when I grow up, marry you? Do you remember?" "Of course I remember"- Laughing, I said, feeling relieved at heart because he did not blue. "I remember, my dear! You insisted on this rather often. Do you remember the morning you climb into our bed and went between me and my dad. Even pushing it! What would you like, is not it ... and you ... sleep with me". Dima smiled slightly and continued to memories ..."Do you remember the evening I asked to you in bed? But the father did not allow ...". I laughed ..."I remember ... And do you remember how my father went on a business trip, and you say that I'm sorry you cold in your room. And I understand that you just want to sleep with me. And I felt sorry for you .." -" Yes, Mom - continued Dimulya - and you are allowed. You do not know how happy I was then !!!!" And in the eyes of his son, to my surprise, I saw really glow of happiness. "And then you began to speak. What I have a great, and I can not sleep with mom" - Dima continued sadly. And he paused. So do I. I think I began to understand something ... And then I heard the words of his son ..." But then I, as a child, telling the truth. I really wanted to ... to ... you ... ... became my wife!" I'm confused ... "But this is a child ..". Son has seriously looked at me and said ... "Yes. It was a child ... But I ... and now ... I LOVE YOU! More than anyone in the world! - The voice of his excitement suddenly zadrozhal- And I do not need any girls! And I already ...- embarrassed, but also passionately completed on-I want the same ... ... as a child! Especially because my father left you". -"Stop it!" - I cried, trying to hide behind a perturbation smuschenie.- "Do not you judge it!" - "No. To me!"- Also I shouted Dima.- Because I LOVE YOU !!! And he did not like! Otherwise he would not have left you!" And suddenly I felt so sorry for myself, because I have nothing to object to his son.
After Dima- right! His throat caught the insult. I hid her face in her hands and wept. I suddenly felt so cold and lonely! It's a shame and bitter! And suddenly ... ... I felt like my shoulders embraced male hands! Gentle, but strong male hands! That I lacked the last few years! Dima hands gently stroked my shoulders. And I became even more bitter by this, I do not know why. I began to sob loudly. "Mommy! My favorite - I heard the excited voice syna.- What are you? !!! Do not Cry! After all, I'm with you!" And from it came a feeling of warmth, tenderness, and strength ... ... love ... YES! LOVE !!! What I trustingly reached out to put her son ... his neck ... buried her wet face in his chest ... And already smiling through her tears, she whispered in a trembling voice ... "My boy!!! No ... no longer a boy ... my favorite !! Dima !!! You- alone I have !! YOU-my protector! My support! My hope! And my sense of life !! After all, I do not need nobody but you! And no one but you, not like me !!!" I lifted my face, no longer ashamed of her tears ... Dima looked into the eyes, shining really love ... put her head on his shoulder, his nose buried in his ear ... and more tightly clung to him, as if seeking warmth and protection ... breast clung to his chest and his heart ... I heard the rapid rattle of his heart !!! And his heart could not lie !!! I heard it in one part of the impact ..."LOVE! LOVE! LOVE !!!" And my heart began to pound in response to the same thing !!! And it could not be otherwise! And when I felt like Dima hugged me gently but firmly ... and my chest, even through the robe felt heat coming from his chest ... my head is spinning with excitement and happiness !! And I, like a drunken, softly whispered in the ear of Dime ... "... My favorite ... MY !! You are only mine!!! MY!!!" And I heard in response to his trembling voice of happiness ... "IS YOURS!!! Mommy !!! IS YOURS!!! DARLING!!!" I trembled with happiness, feel loved! And the excitement and confusion ... because ... felt a woman's instinct is something much more than love ... ... son of a mother !! But when he buried his nose in my hair and gently ... .. ... uncertainly kissed them !!! I felt like my head was quite dizzy !!! Feeling that I'm losing it ... I overcame myself ... ... gently pushed Dima got up ... and looking away in embarrassment, said ..." Well, we talked". And out of the room to recover.
Over the last year Dima really grew up, became taller than me, came in the shoulders and has already begun to shave. Outwardly, it looks like my husband, inherited from him a very pretty face, charming smile and good nature of the figure, with narrow hips and broad shoulders.
Then came the end of the week was Friday. I came home in the evening after work, dreaming of a hot shower. In passing, noting that Dima sign up before exercise in the section home - on a chair in his room were his jeans and futbolka- and hence will not come before ten, I went to my bedroom. Quickly he undressed and left in shorts. House was cool, and I was cold almost immediately slightly from what my breasts nipples stiffened and stood up. I picked robe and hurried to the bathroom to poblazhenstvovat under a hot shower. And in such a hurry, she did not notice a burning light in the bathroom ...
Popped into the bathroom, I felt like I breathed damp heat wave as if someone has taken a shower before me. I did not have time to be surprised that, as a slightly stunned by another - in the bathroom and stood naked Dima wiping head with a towel. I've closed the door from the inside, and in fact, the first thought was to get out. I did not expect to see him now, and even in such a situation. And my hand was groping behind him latch to open the door. At this point, the son took the towel from his face, he saw me, smiled first ("Hi, Mom"), Then his eyes fell on my bare shoulders, bare breasts with protruding nipples ... the cold, bare feet and visibly embarrassed. Still would! For the first time to see his mom ... ... stripped almost naked! But at least I had her panties. And Dima was something completely naked! The situation ... We were both taken aback and froze in surprise ... not taking his eyes off the same time from each other ... I could not help admiring slender, sturdy figure of his son. The figure of the young man, in which man already guessed. From embarrassment filled his cheeks a bright blush, who made Dima ... even more beautiful! And he looked around me ... all over, from head to toe ... and I was surprised that I felt .... it's nice! Yes, to my shame! For a few seconds that lasted, like clockwork, we looked at each other in silence ... Then, recollecting himself, I raised my hand with a bathrobe and closed chest ... because a son very much for a long time did not take his eyes from them. And the son dipped his hand with a towel covering the bottom of his stomach. Once again, I began to try to open the door ... I also have to get out! At this time Dimulya suddenly licked his suddenly parched lips, swallowed, and said ...
- My God ... mommy ... how beautiful you are, it turns out !!!
I felt that I, too, begin to burn his cheeks, and cold at the moment I do not feel it. On the contrary, I felt a wave of heat over me. The heat of shame! Thoughts galloping. What to say? ? ? .... And at the same time I am .... through shame, embarrassment, awkwardness felt ... that I ... nice ... Dima's looking at me! And he looked ... with delight! With excitement !! With love!!! I was already a thousand years no one is watching !! But could not I stand so infinitely ?!
Then the son said some hoarse voice ...
- Mom ... you have such beautiful breasts !!! ... Can I touch it? ..
I was startled by his words and trying to prevent it, he suddenly wanted to, she said, but not so confidently and firmly, as if it was necessary at a time ..." Dima ... shameless .. you're not a kid .."But he interrupted me ... "I just touch, Mom! Oh, please ... For us ... no one sees ...". And ... gently took my hand and held the robe ... I suddenly felt with surprise that ... I can not ... no ... !!! Do not even want to fight ... .. !!! . Son gently lowered my hand down ... and bared my breasts !!! My heart beat loudly from such a shame, what I had not experienced in my life! Never!!! Because this was such a shame ... sweet !! So faint heart! SO ... Well, I can not put into words, really. Only experienced it can understand ... I froze, unable to even move .. I looked at the face ... Dima is from such a friend was suddenly not the same as I used to ... excited .. .. blush suffused with bright eyes it shone with love ... and at the same time were covered with some languishing lips parched ... ... his chest heaving from frequent breathing ... his excitement and excited me even more !!! With burning impatience I waited ... what's next? !!! And my favorite ... my home ... my ... Dima reached out a hand to my chest ... and I saw his hand tremble !!! When his warm fingers touched .. still cold skin of my chest ... and I felt my face fills the thick blush of shame !!! And Dima ... I spent on her fingers gently, gently, why my heart suddenly began to pound harder. And then .... then Dima made an incredible !!! ... ... He bent and gently touched his dry lips nipple! ... I stood Dumbfounded and speechless with surprise. I did not think that it comes to this !! But still ... I am waiting for what he will do next ...
She waited, burning with shame! And saw my swollen nipple ... I plunged into the parted lips ... and a son ... began to suck it !!! And I was surprised suddenly felt that I ... it's nice! But ... this is NOT !!! After Dima - no longer a child !!! I tried to pull myself together. " Dimushka ... - I said, feeling somehow my voice trembling. - It can not be ... ... what are you doing .. is impossible. Stop. Do not! Enough! Well, do not need the same ... please ... stop ..." But as long as I kept telling her, Dima ...... my favorite ... began to suck not have as a child ... not as a kid! I felt all my feminine creature that it opened my chest! And Dima ... began to suck more swell in his mouth nipple with such greed and tenderness ... ... with so much love ... and at the same time awakens a passion ... I have breath away! I did not expect ... SUCH !!! And taken aback ... I lost the ability to counteract. Moreover ... I with shame and embarrassment felt .... that I .. I ... ..TOZHE is excited !!! A wave of shame washed over me hot! What is it with me? !! I filed ... ... my own son !!! The boy, whom I carried and gave birth to today ... worried about me, like a man !!! I had no idea ... what could be! ... Dumbfounded and did not know what to do. Shame made me immediately stop all this ... But at the same time ... I felt ... PLEASURE !!! Yes! Yes!!! I yearned for four years for male affection, SO yearned that only a woman, held it, will understand me. And me ... shame struggled ... and enjoy!
unclenched my hand ... and the robe fell to the floor ... My hands were on his son's head .... and then I pushed it off my chest .... then, clutching his thick hair, clutching him to her. I heard Dima in such moments of breath, noisy breathing, but do not let my nipple. "Di-and-and-my-oh-oh-PFA-and-a- I whispered pleadingly parched with excitement gubami- well-at that-about-you s-s from the set-oh-oh-th de -e-eating-a-ag-e-wb? Are you ... mad-as-a soshe-ee-ate ... in-ah-to-oh ...." and follow " Ma-ah-lchi-and-ik mo-o-oh! Up-of-the-oro-oh-oh-oh !!! Liu-th-th-jubilee-and-Clamps-s-st mo-oh-oh-oh !!! Co-o-olny-s-SQA-of-the mo-o-st!" And then my sunshine ... gently, but firmly, bite my nipple !! Sweet ... no, unbearably sweet pain like electrical discharge, pierced me all! From the tips of the toes to the crown. And I involuntarily screamed drawl ... groan arched her back ... ... threw back her head and closed her eyes in shame and pleasure ... It is SO kissing my chest Sasha !!! He knew that sosok- my weakest point! I felt Dima let go of my chest ... and heard his excited voice ..." Mommy! You ... hurt ?!" Stupid! I smiled ... and, without opening his eyes in shame, whispered ... "No ... do not hurt me ... ... GOOD !!!" Dima froze for a while ... probably looked at me and now he is completely unfamiliar. After all, he suddenly opened ... in me ... in my mom ... WOMAN !!! I waited ... burning and trembling with shame! I am aware ... ... that should immediately stop IT! And ... I could not ... could not push my favorite! And felt again, as Dima ... touched his chest, which is kissed ... and began to gently caress her! And then ... ... touched his lips nipple breast ... the second ... And he began to suck it as well !!! ... Suck and gently nibble !!! Here I completely lost his head in delight! Tilting his head, I hugged her son by the shoulders ... became passionately caress it !!! Presses to its already hot and shivering body !!! And through the groans of pleasure and cries ringing whisper trembling voice growing desire; "Liu-th-th-jubilee-and-and-Clamps-s first mo-oo-th !!!" I fell as if in slumber ... The whole world is gone ... gone ... shame I was not aware of anything ... except the unbelievable pleasure! And ... the desire ...
Yes ... DESIRE !!! ... rises from the depths of my female awakened nature! I wanted to bear ... close !!! Right now!!! Everything seemed forgotten arose in me ... making me again ... in a passionate woman who I was before the divorce !!! And I ... like a dream ... suddenly it seemed ... that is ... SASHA !!! Again caresses me !!! Incredible joy overflowed me !!! And happy I dug her nails into his shoulders ... Sasha ... and groaned even louder !!! More candid !! And she began to bend his body, shaken by delight !!! And he ... put his hand around my waist ... clung to me ... .. and his lips and his teeth become even hotter ... caressing my nipple ... And the other hand ... he was not ... stroking and kneading .. !!! Tiscali !!! Squeezes my swollen breasts desire ... tweaking her nipple !!!!! And now I've gone mad !!! What was going on with me !!! I was trembling ... trembling ... moaning .. came moans and cries ringing ... in no way ashamed ... and through the whispering moans ..." Liu Yu-jubilee-and-Clamps-s-st ... Ca-a-asa-ah !!! How I miss you ... for you !!!
CA-A-ase-e-Enko-ah ... I ... ho-oh-oh-OFDM-at-TE E-ebya-Ya-Ya !!!" Sasha caressed me even hotter ... incensed me ... like before ... to bring to a frenzy ... lay on the bed, pinning her hard and hot, desirable body ... and I ... I spread, bent in the knees and burning with impatience, her legs ... and feel the unearthly delight ... how hot ... hard ... big ... dearly beloved by me ... ... a member of Sasha finally pierces my body !!! Forcing emit a groan ... languid and loud moan of delight and pleasure !!!! Forcing favorite entwine arms and legs ... and hide with him in the same rhythm together ... going to the delight, shocking both in the enjoyment of each other !!! I'm sick of desire ... I moaned so ... so ... so buckle shaking ... this heat is already filled in the bottom of my stomach !!! ... I'm not waiting patiently ... now he. .. raise me on their hands ... I cling to him ... and he will carry me ... in the bedroom !!! ... We collapsed on the bed ... and I- enjoyed it !!! And on-me !!! But suddenly ... ... I rang sharp and loud phone ... !!! I opened my eyes ... misty eyes looked around ... ... saw standing next ... still hugging my waist Dima! I do not ... Sasha and Dima !!! I'm all flushed with shame ... from what happened! Slowly coming to himself, he took his hand and suddenly felt touched something. We both looked down and also at the same time, probably blushed even more !!! In the heat of affection ... my son dropped his towel ... like I- bathrobe. Now it was my turn to have a nervous swallow. I touched ... member ... my favorite ... He was such a great !!! As an adult male. Nalivshiysya tensions, he was stubbornly directed at me ... !! Yes, at me !!! The idea that I not only ... but also ... Dima wanted to close !!! And ready for it !!!
Dima ... my favorite ... my son !!! ... like ... ME !!! His favorite mommy !!! So, not only do I ... ... we both lost their heads! From embarrassment ... shame ... and from stihshego has not yet wish ... I could not utter a word. As if spellbound, watching ... on dick son saw what he was tense and trembling slightly, even I saw a tiny droplet on the tip ... and I could not look away. But what I am, I thought ... we must pull yourself together !!! Finally, I came to her senses, and how at ease you can say ... "Dima go ... just take the phone ... ... and I have to swim .." Son also like ... woke up quickly lifted my robe towel ... ... took her clothes ... .. I unlocked the door and went out. I locked the door behind him and finally left alone to recover. Open water in the shower ... undressed and got into the water. Basking under the jets, I felt like they washed my excitement. I might have to think ... And to think it was about! How do I keep myself now ... .. with my son? How to live on? After all, we live together ... Yet I was a little worried about coming out of the bathroom ... Dima is already fiddling in the kitchen, warming dinner. When he saw me, he looked down in embarrassment .... I also ... I then began to help his son ... I asked him why he was not in training. He spoke about the section of the school. Gradually we began to talk without any of the tension that was in the beginning. Over dinner, I'm already regained consciousness. And, meeting with the spirit, how serious can be said ... "Dima. Let's agree on the future. What happened, let's forget. As if it was not. Why, I think you know yourself. And I ask you ... to more of this does not happen again! Promise me! Like a man!" Dima looked up, looked me in the eye and said ... "I promise". I calmed down. Although the son of a voice I have not heard of the hardness of what awaited ...
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